Groundlessness Of A Celestial Warrior

Did the ruff about 2004 or 2005. The painting didn't come till 2007 -one of my hardest years ever. A woman falling in nothingness, all eyes on her. She doesn't fight it, she just waits. She looks up to the Universe in hope that something will happen. Home, alone, drunk on red wine and feeling sorry for myself... Unintentionally this painting collected all my tears, pain, confussion and feelings of losing control of Myself and of my Life... and interesting enough, without me even noticing, i painted another self-portrait...